good bye...

i really hate good byes! I feel so bad. BLAH! I wish I didn't have to say it to people. Said good bye to three friends and now another one. :( I am in a funk right now creatively because of this. Everything I write or draw is dark. i wrote a whole page of words that relate to sadness. lmao. I know I will see them again someday but I am not sure when. :(

So, I'm kinda of on my own now for awhile until I can find someone to have tag alone for night shoots. I am going to try some night photography this weekend by myself and see how it turns out and if anything happens. Just my ipod and I out for an adventure. One time, I think I am going to try to go to London by myself to the National Gallery. I think that would work. lmao.

But I need to run back downstairs to put my clothes in the dryer. I finally got room in there! :D

Will write more later tonight.

Love,
Marianna

P.S. in the presentations you go for to study abroad, they don't really actually say how hard it is to say good bye to those friends you made. It can really crush you. Also, for those who have boyfriends and girlfriends, hurts them even more too. Heartbreaking.