Saturday, October 31, 2009

Waiting

So, while I was waiting for the bus to take me back to De Havilland Campus ( I know what you are thinking, why are you back from your party so early...well, I didn't want to go to the Forum with a bunch of drunk people. Some were not drunk yet but they will be....It huge line and lots of people inside just standing by the bar ordering drinks until they drown...okay...that is a little bit exaggerated but still...) I took some photographs which I thought would be interesting and I was trying to show you guys what it looks like over here...

Okay, I am still waiting for some photographs to upload, I will continue about my day. I woke up excited because of my photoshoot but no, it decided to rain last night and this morning! WTH! I swear it has been nice everyday in the morning this week or it gets sunny by the end of the day which is at 3pm or 4 pm. The sun sets here around 4:40 or 5:00. It is freaking insane. It feels like it is 10 o'clock by 7 o'clock. It is screwing with my judgement of time. The day are extremely short.

Instead of the photoshoot, I went to St. Albans with Whitney. I finally got my last three rolls of film which kind of suck...I wish they were better but they weren't. :( I just need to practice more. I got a book at the market about Myths, Fairy Tells, and Folklore! I am super excited to start reading it. I want to go to Arthur's Grave!!! ;D I want to find out about Robin Hood. (For Virg: Book of Blood with Jonas Armstrong is out here! I almost got it for us to watch when I come back however it cost 11 pounds. I was like HECK NO! ). I am going to read before I go to bed tonight which is probably shortly. Melanie needed some fabric for her photoshoots so I goet her some. They are pretty cool! After walking around Saint Albans, we had SUBWAY! Oh my gosh, it was so good! Worth all the 4 pounds i spent. I am going to be going there all the time now! They have one by the Galleria and in the town centre! Walk there and get a sandwich and walk back. Sounds good to me. Now, I want a stupid sandwich. lol.

After we did all that, we head to Asda. I had to top up my Nomi card. I had only 4 pence left! I don't know where all the money went, I actually do...stupid text messages and calling home. I enjoy my random talks to Mom and Shannon...if I am really lucky, I get to chat with Laura! :D I miss them all terribly! OH DUDE! I finally talked to my dad the other day! It was the best! :D He needs to update his facebook page more and so does everyone else! Keep me up to date with your lives!!! :D Back to the story...We met up with Faye and Tosh who were shopping for their party tonight. It was a lot of booze. lol. I got cookies, i am a dork, but it was a pound for 4 Toblerone Cookies! They were so yummy!

Leaving Asda, which is the store where the guy is a security guard in the Full Monty :D, we headed towards circle 7 and the thrift shops around the area. I got my mom a gift at one! I showed it to her already. I suck. lol. But I wanted to make sure she wore it. I still have to get a couple more gifts for people. Everything is small and simple. nothing fancy over here. Poor student here, just letting you know. :D I am going to get the rest at the Christmas places I am going to next month which is TODAY! It is 12:04 here or 00:04am right now. lmao.

Fun adventures...lmao...When we finished with all that shopping, it feels like forever shopping here, I headed back home. The bus ride took forever it felt like. lol. I got back here and got an email from Marie and Eric, the couple I am going to be staying with in Leeds on November 27th to the 30th, which said they are going to try to get me to a farm where there is rare animals so I can take photographs, I am super excited. I hope they can take me to the Leeds Castle because it is surrounded by WATER!!! :D





That is the castle! BEAUTIFUL!!! They have jousting tournaments there as well!! I might go back there to watch some but it is at the end of May!!! :D I ordered my train tickets to Leeds which only cost me 40.05 pounds which is pretty cheap for round trip tickets. A trip to Scotland on a bus is only 11 pounds one way! isn't that awesome.

I started to ichat with my mom and it was wonderful. I got to see Jean too!! Plus, my little girl sara and my little man toby!! I miss them so much. It is hard seeing them and not being able to huge and squeeze them. But it was good seeing my mom. I wish more people had ichat so I can talk to them or webcam through yahoo! I chatted with her all evening which was her morning and screwed up her day. but who cares, lol, I needed my mommy time today. The weekends are my ichatting days with her. :D

I got ready to go the party late...I was totally slacking because I didn't feel in the mood to be surround by drink kids. Yes, I can call them kids because they are younger than me. By 4 to 7 years. I am old. I am proud of it. lmao. I was a punk...wearing my red plaid pants, star scarf, gray sweater, the shoes stephie got me, and my nightmare before christmas bag. I was rockin' it. just kidding. I felt lame. I am still wearing the outfit because I am lazy to get my pjs on just yet. I had to walk to the other campus because the bus didn't come or i just missed it. i was utterly confused by it. So, I didn't get there until 9:30ish when I guess everyone else did. Stayed there for about a hour that when they all decided to go to the Forum. I don't really like the Forum, sorry. But I am not up to drinking...it just doesn't feel right...i feel fake doing it and i know that i can handle more than i should because of my alcoholic grandparents. :D but not parents...they can handle drinking a good amount before they get drunk or tipsy which scares me and laura and shannon could do the same thing when they were in college. So, i stay away.

The driver was nice!!! ;D He was lovely man. lol. I was the only one on the bus going back to de havilland where everyone else was heading to the forum. It was nice that he waited to open the doors until i got to the doors and said, here you go sweetheart, have a good night. lol. I was like thanks you too! then i rushed off into the crowd while the push and shoved their way into the bus to go to the other campus to get drunk and be stupid. Oh yeah, lots of police officers and security on the other campus. Not that much here on de havilland right now. it is so quiet here...it is kinda of scaring me but so nice.

Now, I am ready to go to bed and sleep in tomorrow. Do my wash and get some clean sheets! So I will leave you with some of the photographs I took tonight because everything sucks for uploading here.

Oh here are the photographs:








Good Night all....Miss you all....

Love,
Marianna :D

:D

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!

Friday, October 30, 2009

night photograph part one and tutorial

The result from my tutorial is checking with Michael for workshops, need to make a timetable for myself for the year about traveling and school events, having a journal, learning more about the history of the cities in UK, traveling to Castles and taking night shots of them, and finally putting images on the wall which are mine. ;D It was a very helpful thirty minutes. I am so excited. I ordered four books about myths, and history in the UK! :D I got one book about the Wall like I said before. Going to be reading and looking up these places. I am going to try to day trips around the local area to the castles and forts! It should be fun! I just can't wait for the leeds trip. I hope they take to the castle there. I also want to go to Bristol to see the street art.

Hopefully next semester, I am going to travel and shadow photographs within the area. I just can't wait! So excited...

But here are the shots i took last night. I think they are pretty cool. Let me know what you think.









Have a good night. i am going to try to sleep. Everyone outside is yelling and screaming. kinda of annoying but i guess that is dorm living.

Tomorrow I have a photoshoot in the morning then heading to st. albans to pick up my film, then my wash, then party which I might leave early. need more sleep and doing homework. I need to get some large prints done!

Love you all,
Marianna

yes...

you need to watch this...



watching all my old stuff to laugh... ;D






Watching Pablo and Ramsey

I miss Sara and Toby so I have been checking up on the videos of Pablo and Ramsey! I love them. check them out:

http://www.youtube.com/user/cwdressen#p/u/1/KsPIcFHlvb4

I just love his growl....I need to go find a dog. :D

Working in the Studio

Working in the studio today with my laptop which is really weird. It is nice but it is a sunny day and I just want to take photographs. I have a tutorial session and an art talk this afternoon. Should be good. Now, going go back to editing. :D

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Trying Filters:

Please let me know what you think!



HOST!

I AM GOING TO LEEDS ON NOVEMBER 27TH FOR TWO NIGHTS!! :D I get more information tonight. so excited. woo hoo.

party

the party last night was pretty crazy. random details...lots of people in a tiny kitchen, sweating up a storm, two cakes with candles, Tristan turning 24 years old (seriously I am old), people getting drunk, people looking at my crazy because I don't drink, made rum and coke and it was crap, staying up until 11:30 pm outside, having my flatmates look down at us from the kitchen, random guy trying to make me go to the forum and saying no for like twenty minutes it felt like, trying not to get annoyed with people, random people touching my bunny ears, and some people just scared me. Meet some cute boys, thank melanie, lmao. Felt like the oldest person there and probably was. Oh yeah, people somehow snack into our flay hallways and security was trying to get them out of there. It was creepy, I was actually scared. Oh yeah, I had some crazy dreams last night too. I had a dream that a bug bite me then i squeezed and this scary maggot looking huge bug came out with snail antennas...scary. Then I was attacked by bugs today. lol.

photographs that melanie took from the party:


Faye, Melanie, Whitney, and I


Tristan and Melanie! :D

Yeah, if I remember more then I will post it.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Host Application status...

Your visit application is waiting to be assigned to a Regional Organiser by a member of HOST UK staff

I can't wait to find out where I am going to go!!! :D

I love Jennifer

She sent me a link to this artist Yosigo and his work is absolutely amazing!!! i can't wait to try some of this out...

Here are some examples:












Website: http://www.yosigo.es/photos/
I guess his name is Jose Javier Serrano

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Today

I got some gifts for La La and Shan Shan. lmao.

For Laura:




For Shannon:




I hope they like them!!!! :D

I gotta get so many photographs done by next friday!!! I have a critique next friday! I am scared. I think I am going to fail but I am going to try. I need to get at least three photographs done and printed out for the critique. I hope my series will be interesting. I hope the film gets all surreal looking because of the holga. ;D

I am thinking I am going to go to bed soon. Too much sleep might help me out tomorrow. :D

tattoo

i am thinking about getting this tattoo while i am here. It will remind me of England and all the adventures I have had so far! Man, it has been a crazy month and half! I still can't believe i have been here that long.. woo...

Monday, October 26, 2009

Changing...

my views are changing everyday...Things are being challenged and defended...it is so interesting just being here and trying to figure yourself out. I am noticing my temper is getting really short lately. I don't know why maybe I do but it is annoying. I am usually laid back person but some things have been just getting to me. The staring at me for thing is what I am not getting used too. It is starting to take a toll on my nerves. Everyone I know knows that I hate hate being stared it. It just gets me so mad and everyone does it here. Sometimes I just want to shout, YES I AM BLOODY AMERICAN GIRL GET OVER IT! But i don't think that will go over well.

At least now, the british girls are starting to chat with me. :D Made new friends here which is good. Hope they will last all year round until I leave in June! I can't believe I am leaving then. woo. So insane. Oh yeah, everything you read about how the British are kind and form queues are such, it is all bullshit. They don't do that here in Hatfield. The kids are rude, talk while the teacher is talking, and you want to just scream at them to shut up. They don't know how to wait for things well. They get annoyed and mad. Lots of different types of people here. Guys wearing skirts to class, girl wearing dress which only cover their butts while it is 48 degrees outside, yes, no jackets or anything. I heard that the girls here drink like men. They keep drinking until they are utterly drunk and passing out on the floor. Nope, not me. I am not that stupid!

I just hope my views on British girls will change shortly. They aren't as mean as they seem to be. They are snotty for awhile but the younger ones who don't really know that much are sweeter. :D It is lovely. The guys here are always nice! Shoot, you can never go wrong with talking with them. I met two really nice guys the other day and they were willing to have me walk home with them to the other campus which is nice. I know what you are thinking, you didn't know, but I am actually pretty good judge on people and I know I could take them even though I am quite short, lmao. I am not a stupid girl who loses her common sense. I haven't lost it here. i have been a model student, attending all my lectures, getting all my coursework done, trying to figure out what the tutors mean, getting advice from tutors, and just being here. I don't drink every night. I have drunk two times since I have been here and I know my limit so I don't get all drunk, tipsy, or anything. I am not going to at like an idiot.

Well, this has gone into a huge thing about changing to british girls to british boys to drinking. I think it is time for me to watch a movie. I think I might watch Pride and Prejudice. Yes, five hours of bliss and chocolate. lol.

Good night all.

SIDE NOTE: Yeah, I didn't watch all of Pride and Prejudice. Just watched about 40 minutes then went back to doing homework. lmao. i am still reading up on Clyfford Still right now. I think I will go to bed soon. But dude, i am on a roll right now.

OH yeah, I finally got to chat with my dad online! It was fun!!! :D I miss him.
"love you, night night my dear Marianna" isn't that nice.

For my seminar


Clyfford Still
Untitled
1951-1952
Oil On Canvas

I am debating on doing a piece like this for studio practices but I need a canvas and i am pretty poor. lol

Book Sale

They had an Art Book Sale in the Todd Building! I got three books! Bosch, Van Gogh, and a book on exposure.

Right click the images and click view image then you can see the whole thing!

Bosch still the crap out of me. I love his work though.


Garden of Earthly Delights

Van Gogh, of course I got him. He is my all time favorite painter ever! :D

All time favorite painting ever!!! ;D

FUN FUN!

OMG

THE KITCHEN IS FREAKING NASTY THIS MORNING! OH DEAR! IT IS GROSS. PILE OF DISHES IN THE SINK AND OVERFLOWING ONTO THE COUNTER. FOOD LEFT ON THE COUNTER AND EMPTY BOTTLES EVERYWHERE. WHAT THE HECK! IT IS NASTY. I JUST TOOK OUT THE GARBAGE AND THE RECYCLING IN THE BINS. BUT DUDE, COME ON GUYS! I WILL POST UP PHOTOGRAPHS LATER BUT I GOTTA HEAD TO SCHOOL. BLAH.

SO GROSS. =(

Here is one photograph of the sink:


the counter:


Kitchen Table:


Stove one:

OMG

THE KITCHEN IS FREAKING NASTY THIS MORNING! OH DEAR! IT IS GROSS. PILE OF DISHES IN THE SINK AND OVERFLOWING ONTO THE COUNTER. FOOD LEFT ON THE COUNTER AND EMPTY BOTTLES EVERYWHERE. WHAT THE HECK! IT IS NASTY. I JUST TOOK OUT THE GARBAGE AND THE RECYCLING IN THE BINS. BUT DUDE, COME ON GUYS! I WILL POST UP PHOTOGRAPHS LATER BUT I GOTTA HEAD TO SCHOOL. BLAH.

SO GROSS. =(

Sunday, October 25, 2009

progress!

I did so much work today! i found my image i want to use for my seminar thing! :D I have five resources and i just have to make a powerpoint presentation. Then I got more articles for my essay! I am at ten i think now! woo hoo! i am super happy! Oh yeah, I am almost done with my tutorial questions too! So I don't have to worry about that! I have everything slightly organized! i am amazed!

Now, I just have to work on getting my 120mm film back from the photography store in St. Albans, and getting more photographs down with 120mm black and white film! ;D I need more photographs!!! Not enough....

So, now it is time for me to watch ncis and relax in bed! woo hoo! :D

La Cage Aux Folles Photographs from...

John Barrowman's fan site online!!











Saturday, October 24, 2009

I AM WHAT I AM from LA CAGE AUX FOLLES!

I am what I am
I don't want praise I don't want pity
I bang my own drum
Some think it's noise I think it's pretty
And so what if I love each sparkle and each bangle
Why not see things from a different angle
Your life is a shame
Till you can shout out I am what I am


I am what I am
And what I am needs no excuses
I deal my own deck
Sometimes the aces sometimes the deuces
It's one life and there's no return and no deposit
One life so it's time to open up your closet
Life's not worth a dam till you can shout out
I am what I am

La Cage Aux Folles

AMAZING! I just have to say! The actor and actresses were amazing. I laughed and almost cried. I am probably going to see it again!!! I got John Barrowman's Autograph and Faye took crazy stalker photographs of him!

AUTOGRAPH!

i will post the photographs tomorrow morning. internet is not working. booo.

EDIT: Here are the photographs!