its crashes down

yeah, it crashes. i swear. Good to bad to semi good to nightmares to good to HELL! What the heck?!?! Is it just a challenging week this week? I swear I am going to go crazy tomorrow. AH!

Yes, this is from my critique:

basically has to forget everything I was taught, not to make pretty pictures, to make uneasy and uncomfortable ones, and to find an artist to kinda of copy. Also, not worry about the technique. Yeah, that was my critique. Lovely. =( Oh yeah, my teacher didn't get anything from my photographs which consisted of Laura, Jennifer, Connor, Jean and Laroman, Toby and Sara. They looked like they should be in a magazine and that they were personal that was it. lmao.

now, i'm sitting here in my room spent about a hour researching photographers, yes I am doing it. I found about three that I like who are consider Fine Art and Contemporary! Michal Chelbin, Jim Goldberg, and Jonas Bendiksen. So I might try to do the work like them in the medium format, kinda of vintage, weird portraits but have my own take on it. What do you guys think? I am debating on sitting the subway at the Asda area and taking random photographs of people coming out of the subway to go to the other side of the street or I was going to take random shots on the tune in London? I don't know. Will talk to people about it? I think it would be pretty cool.

Oh yeah, yesterday, gotta tell you guys this but I ran into a locker, yes I did. lol. It hit my shoulder and not my face even though Melanie thought it did. lol. :D It would have been funnier if it had. lol. People in the seminar room through the windows saw it. I am going to be known as the girl who ran into a locker. lmao.

Other than spending about six hours in critique with a hour lunch break, it was good. lmao.

So now, I'm going to leave you and finish up my notes and start reading. Yes, I am being a good student now. I am just scared shitless with everything. lol.

EDITED:
I wrote ideas down, I ordered books on Banksy, I downloaded articles about Banksy, and I am starting to read my books on Realism. IN YOUR FACE SCHOOL.

Tomorrow applying to Host UK! I am going to try to go as many times I can! I want to take trips to Ireland or Scotland for a couple of days with a family. Maybe there will be a cute farm man, not boy cause I'm too old, working there. LOL! Yes, my hopes. Damn you P.S. I Love You!