Changing...

my views are changing everyday...Things are being challenged and defended...it is so interesting just being here and trying to figure yourself out. I am noticing my temper is getting really short lately. I don't know why maybe I do but it is annoying. I am usually laid back person but some things have been just getting to me. The staring at me for thing is what I am not getting used too. It is starting to take a toll on my nerves. Everyone I know knows that I hate hate being stared it. It just gets me so mad and everyone does it here. Sometimes I just want to shout, YES I AM BLOODY AMERICAN GIRL GET OVER IT! But i don't think that will go over well.

At least now, the british girls are starting to chat with me. :D Made new friends here which is good. Hope they will last all year round until I leave in June! I can't believe I am leaving then. woo. So insane. Oh yeah, everything you read about how the British are kind and form queues are such, it is all bullshit. They don't do that here in Hatfield. The kids are rude, talk while the teacher is talking, and you want to just scream at them to shut up. They don't know how to wait for things well. They get annoyed and mad. Lots of different types of people here. Guys wearing skirts to class, girl wearing dress which only cover their butts while it is 48 degrees outside, yes, no jackets or anything. I heard that the girls here drink like men. They keep drinking until they are utterly drunk and passing out on the floor. Nope, not me. I am not that stupid!

I just hope my views on British girls will change shortly. They aren't as mean as they seem to be. They are snotty for awhile but the younger ones who don't really know that much are sweeter. :D It is lovely. The guys here are always nice! Shoot, you can never go wrong with talking with them. I met two really nice guys the other day and they were willing to have me walk home with them to the other campus which is nice. I know what you are thinking, you didn't know, but I am actually pretty good judge on people and I know I could take them even though I am quite short, lmao. I am not a stupid girl who loses her common sense. I haven't lost it here. i have been a model student, attending all my lectures, getting all my coursework done, trying to figure out what the tutors mean, getting advice from tutors, and just being here. I don't drink every night. I have drunk two times since I have been here and I know my limit so I don't get all drunk, tipsy, or anything. I am not going to at like an idiot.

Well, this has gone into a huge thing about changing to british girls to british boys to drinking. I think it is time for me to watch a movie. I think I might watch Pride and Prejudice. Yes, five hours of bliss and chocolate. lol.

Good night all.

SIDE NOTE: Yeah, I didn't watch all of Pride and Prejudice. Just watched about 40 minutes then went back to doing homework. lmao. i am still reading up on Clyfford Still right now. I think I will go to bed soon. But dude, i am on a roll right now.

OH yeah, I finally got to chat with my dad online! It was fun!!! :D I miss him.
"love you, night night my dear Marianna" isn't that nice.