4:06am

i am awake right now and it is making me mad. I should be sleeping but I can't fall back to sleep. I guess no more soda late at night even if I walk nine miles that day. geez. I am getting annoyed. :D

I've been writing more pieces of art work then actually doing them. It is interesting. my ramblings have been very depressing and dark. I think the light here is getting to me. It gets dark around 4 to 5 everyday but if it is rainy or cloudy it is gets pitch black at 4pm. booo. Also, thinking about leaving in December 23rd. I am scared to fly back. I hope nothing happens with plane ride and i can't go because of ice. I want to change my flight back so I can stay a bit longer in Cali and not feel so rush. I should ask my mom to figure it out for me. :D

I am sneezing, my eyes are watery, and blowing my nose right now. this kinda of sucks butt right now. lmao.

so i am going to try and go back to bed. i am getting sleepy right now so hopefully it works out. lmao.