december 2nd

the days are flying and i feel like i am standing still. it is hard to think that time is going forward and i feel like i haven't done anything. i am feeling like a failure right now. Maybe because I am getting over a cold that I am feeling this way but dude, i wish I could finish everything and not stress! Could someone please answer my emails? Can someone explain the things I need to do? Only two out of three tutors I like. dear me.

I really starting to miss my family because it is Christmas time now. It is kinda of punching me in the gut at times but I get to see them soon. I scared about getting the bus over to the airport because I don't know if my bag will fit. :/ I just have to see. I just look and it seems okay. lol

I painted today!!!






Photographs from today:






I have more :D It was fun. It was raining and stuff. I need to get a shower cap like Gina told me. :)

I am chatting with Melanie and she is in Paris!!! Her cousins seem awesome. :) She is eating home made food and I am jealous. lol.

Anywho, I am going to go. Going to get ready to bed. :D

Love,
Marianna

p.s. sorry this is all random and crazy like.