R.I.P. BJ

You will be missed BJ. I will always remember the cakes you used to make when I came to visit you and letting me hang out with you. Sorry I never came back down to visit you. Sorry :(

Now, my mom has the task of telling my grandpa, who has Congestive Heart Failure and pneumonia right now, that his girlfriend/significant other for the last 10 years or more has died. They are going to have sedatives ready when they tell him. My heart is breaking about this. I am trying not to think about any of this but it is so hard. I feel so terrible that I am not there for my mom right now. I am over 5,000 miles away. I just hope my sisters will help her out. They are having her funeral on Friday. :( I am so sad. I just hope my grandpa is strong enough to survive hearing this. Ahh.

So not a good day today. :(