Let me tell you about group work here. it consist of Hanna and I doing most of the work it feels like. ahhh. i am just tired of this already. i just want it to be friday so i can sleep. i want to sleep forever and ever. i am typing this with my eyes closed right now and i wnat to see how much i mess up. i didn't mess up badly. i can't handle this stuff anymore. i want to go to ireland and relax for a week .just sitting on a porch somewhere and looking at the landscape and taking photographs. can this happen soon? i sweari should just go there in may and forget about hte feedback. who cares about germany and france. i will go later on abut ireland sun beach and irish accent will help me through this. lmao.
can i just fade away into the sunset and forget about this world and money and just live off of my photographs and how much they can sell for? i would really appericate it. no more school no more stupid people who think resrach is a hard thing to do and ahgha;gkaka! i am just so over this week right now. i want it to end.
they dont' have the sense of reality of what the world is really like here. They don't understand how things like this can make or break you. they just get little concepts. I guess i don't get the huge concepts in art but at least i know i can survive in the art business because i know how to do things. thank god, for working for hte bank and having mom to help me out. seriously . they freak out about the stupidest hting. omg, reading for a class, it is unheard of. AHHH. This is when I miss amaerica. I want my classes and structure. I miss my Art History teachers and Photography teachers. You never know what you had until you lose it and it is freaking true over here. I am just like freaking out about everything right now.
I have no idea if anything made sense in the entry but i am listneing to music and writing without really look ing on the computer screen and like the words flow from the mind an onto the jounrla. i mam trying to relax and not have to deal with this anymore. If it is out of my head then i won't have to deal with it. I am just blah.
I am so thankful jean was online while typing this. i was chatting with her.
Great now my hard drive is almost full!!! ;( I gotta find a place to get an external hard drive for my mac. Maybe i gotta go to the mac store this weekend or next week. :(
okay, i gotta clean out my hard drive really fast to see if i can delete anyhting. boo.
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